*sigh* school education is so tedious
today was my school open day. yes, the day we naughty students really hate
cause that's when the two disiplinarians of both our worlds meet and our balance
goes off course 0_O
My dad came and of course he had something to say about my er...nicely coloured
report card [three red marks i forgot if they were in a row or not]...i will definately not have
much time on the net today and i think the only reason i'm allowed on now is because
i was doing some of my homework just now and my dad's busy. oh, and also cause i have
a project to finish...working on that one...right...
nothing else much to say really...just wanted to shout out bout the damn school
education and the unfairness that its so freakin important! why?!? i ask you! why?!?! :,-(

la di da...
i'm running out of titles...heh....ok, so the interact thingy wasn't as bad as i dreaded it
to be [phew!] but it was boring, yes...it started a lil late for one, and then all we did was
sit there and listen to some speeches [thankfully short!] and charlotte's speech was
pretty interesting...but the only thing i actually found entertaining were the dances by
two groups of form 2 students...one was a dance to the song 'cinderella' by britney spears
and the other was choreographed to a cute chinese song...i think the title was 'say i love
you' but i can't be sure...hmm...then two guys played their guitars and sang..[guitar was nice
singing a lil off] and after all that, came the badge awarding, photography for the new and
old board members...ah well, you get the idea...so i left early...
today was pretty boring....mel's happy though [u definately know why, mel! ^^]
and i was late to school for the first time today...@_@ was sleepy!! and mostly, refusal to get
out of my nice bed only to step into awful awful school!! and darn! i have add maths tuition later...
haih....no getting out of it i guess...might as well go take a shower now..ja!

...
dull day with a freakin nothing happening yet lil stuff goes wrong. my internet
connection's wierd..itz streamyx and supposed to be fast and it is but today
everything keeps stalling..this afternoon, i couldn't get into my blogger and a few
other sites..now i keep wondering bout tomorrow's stupid interact installation that
i should never have paid for in the first place coz now i have to go....i don't want to.
i figure it'll be boring...well, i can always hope i'm wrong...still...i don't know..
yeah, it's stupid to think about such small stuff but i just can't stand boredom hence
this stupid lil itch i can't scratch! darn!
still, sunny side up, i finished the book natasha lent me titled 'Good Knyght' it's really
funny! but i think the third one's funnier...i haven't read it but Natasha showed me
most of the funny parts..i really recommend books in this series..especially for those
of you who seriuosly need good laughs in your lives ^_~ au revoir!

emotional ballerina
today is tuesday..of course it's tuesday. what kind of idiot do i take you for? [nevermind my random
bursts of wierd conversation T_T ] and about the title above, keep in mind that it's just a contemplation
and i'm not depressed or anything. it's not my emotions i'm talking about but the emotions of those
around me. i have to light-step around [sometimes upon] their emotions in order not to hurt anyone's
feelings. but somehow, in all this, things i want to say or at least the original intent gets lost [i don't
know how i just don't say things very well anymore hence the whole self question thing]
doesn't matter anyway. i guess it's supposed to be that way. long as i'm happy i guess.. i dunno...but like
i keep saying to everyone and all, 'SmiLe!'


sayonara....

wo hen kai xin!! ^^
nevermind the sudden burst of chinese above...hehe.....this is a delayed post from
yesterday coz i got back from Summit after watching Twins Effect [main reason why
i'm happy^^ Edison was so cute in it!!] and my parents were home so i didn't have time to use the computer..
i finally got out of the house yesterday...not that i was stuck in all the while but what
i mean is, i finally had a chance to go out with my friends yesterday instead of just my
family n me..oh, and did i mention i got a twinkle tattoo on my arm...dunno how my mom will
react to it...i haven't shown her yet...dunno if i will...
bout today, nothing much i wanna talk about...will just end of by posting these tests ;



you're the playful fairy:

you're a very friendly person and always has
someone to hangout with. try thinking about
which friends are the truest of friends though,
you dont need people who are there one minute
and gone the next...


what fairy best fits you?
brought to you by Quizilla


You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


What kind of kiss are you?
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nani...??
nothing much with the title..was never very good with titles anyway...nyah..T_T
somehow this one sentence/verse keeps swimming in my head at the moment,
madness is my solace yeah, i know, wierd. but i guess you could call
it a way of living. nothing much around here holds much sense...my feelings, moods
[which hold the least sense possible] & how i go through life. hmph...it's not that
i'm confused..heh...it's just, well, me...i guess.
zooming back in on life, i passed my moral exam. yippee to me..^^ school is as boring
as ever, home life at the moment seems quite the best [online and free from this place]
just need my computer, songs to download and occasionaly, people online to talk to.
However, today, my net line seems to be slow...waahh! can't stand it!! >_< i need a
fast connection to download!!! shall now check out why it's so slow and reboot computer
if necesarry...

back to [u guessed it] - monday.
well, guess what? i just found out today that you can't wear a white or pale blue
(light to be exact) hair tie to school. Geez! what stupid rules! honestly, what's wrong
with white and blue? light blue, dark blue. what's the difference?? oh, and if you think
i'm saying this angrily, i'm not. crazy as it is, i'm on the verge of laughing. for some
reason, that's how it's been all the hours through school. it wasn't a good day, in fact
you could say it's a pretty bad day. But somehow, whenever some of this ridiculously
lousy stuff happened, i just felt like laughing and in some cases, i did.
oh well, this is monday. and anyway, i'm home now and for some reason have developed
a Edison craze^^. heh. don't ask how or why...i don't know. i didn't watch any movie that
featured him recently or anything...i guess it was that article promoting the twins effect
that he's acting in as well. and...he's so cute! hehehe...now you know how genki i can
get..^.^

I know the hour is rather late...but...i just finished Harry Potter & the
Order of the Phoenix. I....am a little at loss now considering Sirius' death
was near the end 0_o[i figure i'm correct in assuming whoever actually reads
my blog has already done with HP 5 and speculated over it] i'm now of
course upset about Sirius' death...[regardless of spoilers] haih...i just don't
know how to express myself properly now... the ending is unsatisfactory to
me yet it's unchangable for me now. there's so much to tell...so many things
happened yet..ok, i'm going to put it this way, a lot of events happened to
explain many things we readers were definately curious about it the past,
and it's sort of like making the way for the sixth and seventh book..but
unlike earlier books, [or rather very much like earlier books] nothing happens
in the way that you would want to get to the ending quickly, meaning once
again, Voldemort appears, speaks to Harry, causes some damage, and *poof*, off
again. But this time, Voldemorts return is definate so it's not just poof anymore...
yeah, yeah, stupidly put but well, that's how i'm kinda feeling right now..
the wait for the sixth and seventh book is going to drive me mad...in fact, i am going
mad right now... i need the sixth book at least!!!
And before i forget [ though how could i ever forget] Harry is a idiotic hothead.
there's nothing more i'd like to say against him except he's a stupid, damned hothead
and some of what he got he deserved and i'm really upset that Sirius was one of the
dealings that Harry got.
nevermind this mad rant. i'm just trying to vent off something here...but how i can now
pass the book on to Jasmine and Li Ting i wonder.....

monday.....again?!?!
as you can see from my title, '
"What?!?! it's Monday again?!?!?"
"Yeah, well, what do you know...it creeps up on you"
"Darn!"
yep, that's what i have to say bout monday...[cringe] me don't
like monday... T_T going to school and getting stuck in class just ain't my cup
of tea...haih...
on the other hand, ^^ i chelle passed me 'Harry Potter & the Order of the Pheonix'
i'm reading it now...only managed to pry myself away to type this post... ^_______^
JK Rowling changed her style a lil...and i still can't get away from my impression
that Harry's acting like a spoiled brat [or 'git' as they say..heh] and i'm only in the
seventh chapter....hmm....but then i'll know more when i finish it and of course,
i'll be able to give out more spoilers..not that they'll be spoilers anymore, considering
almost everyone seems to have managed to get their hands on the book already..
well, in that case, i'd better jump right back to the book already...[chelle, you just
can't wait til i finish, can you?? ^.~]
sayonara!

happy day..^^
pretty happy today...heck! been happy for past few days! ^^ i guess it's partly
coz my exams are over, and..i dunno...my mood i guess....also, in a way, i kinda
found me again...hehe...don't ask me what i mean, it's kinda hard to explain...~.^

list of a few things that make life a lil prettier
1. a pretty tree that was full of blossoming flowers
2. listening to anime mp3s
3. getting anime mp3s stuck in my head ^^
4. having nice frenz around
5. Harry Potter & the Order of the Pheonix is out..
6. laughing at all the good jokes
7. -just being happy-

don't know why i decided to put that list up...maybe as a reminder to myself...happy
things...don't lose that happiness or whatever..heh..and just to add to this mad post,
there was this funny thing that kept running through my head in church today...;

I love stars,
God loves me,
God made stars,
Just for me..*

yeah, wierd..but a lil comforting... =)

wahoo!!
wow! blogger kinda got a new look....from this side anyway...pretty cool..i like it...^^
anyway, i'm getting sidetracked! the real thing i came here to say is, EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!
yahoo!!! yippee!!!! i'm so happy!!
hehe....yep, this is yours truly crazy gal speaking *song 'I'm not crazy, I'm just a lil unwell;
matchbox 20' plays in background*
but well, you know what? i just updated my msn messenger to version 6.0 and now it tells
me that service is temporarily unavailable...sigh...ah well, that won't get me down! ......^^.....
also, i just realised that even though i had so many things i wanted to do during the exams,
i can't quite do them now coz i need transport to go out shopping or whatever...geez, just
can't win can you?!? so now i'm on the internet, my kinda way to 'celebrate'...heh..
kyaaa....anyway, i sorta found out when i'm gonna die...=P
the site's kinda cool...hehe....calculates when you're gonna die or something like that..
that's funny....i'll let you in on one thing, according to this thing, i'm gonna die on America's
Independence Day[4th July]..waii!! that's really wierd...okay, gonna go try sign in again....
wish me luck! ja!

still there
yep, still stuck in the midst of exams....=( i had add maths today and
haih...it's hard...also, must be coz i didn't study and didn't practice..
sniff....another lovely red mark to add to my report card..waaaa....

okay, i shall stop ranting bout exams...what's the point anyway, right?!
hmm...happy stuff, happy stuff...what happty stuff shall i speak about..
oh yeah, the Harry Potter 5th book is out...no, that's not happy stuff
for me at the moment..
i don't have the book...T_T i shall get it soon...yes. soon. haih...*defeated sigh*
since i don't have much to say, i shall go now....sayonara!

ohayo gozaimas! [7:00am] - went to add maths tuition at this hour...yawn! so sleepy..
hehe....tuition ended at 9:00am..came home and watched Cardcaptor Sakura^^ So nice...it was
the last episode..again..you know what? somehow, it's wierd...I'll almost always end up watching
what i watched the first time..like, there was this anime i watched once in my friend's house [Nie9
sumthing like that] and the next time i went there, i saw it again! the exact same episode...sigh.
then the episode of CCS i saw was the one of the few i actually watched during the first screening
of it on Ntv7...and again, i missed the second last episode which i wanted to watch...T_T ah well...

konnichiwa! [ 10:30am - 5:00pm] - went out with my mom and her friends and my bro to
pyramid to catch 'Finding Nemo'...happy!^^ it was so kawaii!! i loved the part where Dory was speaking
whale...and the turtles..and that cute pink starfish!! hehe....yes, i loved the movie..^^;; and of course it
was a happy ending...Nemo got untied with his father and his father got a whole new personality..it
was so sweet..."just keep swimming, just keep swimming"
after the movie, i was even happier...hehe...we went down to the skating rink to check out the shops
down there and i found the anime shop!!!! ^^ waaiii!!! i found almost all the anime i could ever want...
and there was saiyuki and inuyasha...i have to go back after the exams...dreaming of pyramid...then
there was a Japan pameran to promote Japan...they had some activities....making
the japanese kite, dance, other stuff i guess...only a small pameran though...
after that, i got back and of course, had to hit the books again...sigh....but nevermind, i now have
a goal...to get back to pyramid after exams...bwahahahaha!!

I am....lost.
This feels funny...today, I mean. It's Saturday and
I didn't go out at all. And I do mean at all this is really
rare...heh....of course, it's of no significance to most people out there,
but I just feel wierd. Out of routine I guess.
Well, on a very slightly lighter note, I finished off two of my school
projects...yippee for me!! ^^ but, there's yet another one which I haven't
started and I need it by Monday! waaaaahhh!! >_< And I'm still tired from
finishing the last two...o_0 [that's probably how I look at school]
this post is going no where isn't it? yeah, I should just finsh off and go.
...oh ya, finish off, rite? erm..okay, sayonara! *waves and drops head back on table...*

A week went by so quickly. Projects, projects, projects. Heaped upon me.
I feel pressed to the ground. I feel the pressure. Words typical of a typical teen?
Maybe. I need to be shaken up in my own time Get away from the hectic life for
a minute. Which i did. At Cameron's, I was able to be carefree. Able to forget
responsiblities for a while. On the busride home, slowly, the pressure came back.
The thoughts of all the things I must do rushed inside my head. Must be the effect
coming back has on me. I'm tired. Not quite physically. Yes, I know, who am I to
speak like this. One who still has yet to bear the burden of the working environment
and countless responsibilities....

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Was thinking bout this in school...maybe it's the effect of this 'fake' Friday the 13th...
Generally, I like Friday...but today i was kinda moody..well, i'm a moody person
by nature anyway...

well, this is 'late' .....actually, i've got a project to do, which i am working on,
and that's why i've got a reason to be on late...hehehe...
actually, my project ain't that bad...what's bad is that i have to translate it into
BM...waii!! evilness!! full paragraphs!!! all the difficult words! sigh! T_T
ah well, might as well get to it...grumbles.....

KONNICHIWA!! & WELCOME BACK 2 MYSELF!! ^.~
heh heh....ain't i conceited...? ah well...this is my second day back from
my church camp at Cameron Highlands...^^ yatta! i was so happy there..
then i come back and realise i have to go to school the very day after 'tomorrow'
waii....that was NOT good news.. =(
now i miss the camp...the funny thing is, i miss sharing a table at dinner with nine
other people...and i staying in an apartment with my five other friends..waa....
i guess i miss the life and what it felt like to bein this huge family with everyone and all..
and guess what, i can't stand the climate here anymore...sniff...it was so nice and
cool up there..now i'll have to stand this awful hot weather that has been going on
forever! [hey, it rhymes!] oh well, i guess i should just be thankfull i got to go there
and all...^.^ now, i have to go and finish the projects i accumulated...sayonara...

well, hello...how did my day go? this morning, i went
over to a friend's place...then, she and her bro came over to my place...
funny i know, but well...that's pretty much how i spent it..we went online..
browsed around...talked..joked...laughed a lot...it is fun but you have
to do it to know what i'm talking about...
why am i even talking bout this? i dunno...maybe to show how mundane
life can get...but then again, everyone knows that, right? in truth, i shouldn't
even be saying this cause, i have an exam coming up, i really should be
studying but...i dunno, i'm lazy..i keep putting it off...i'll probably flunk some
subjects again >_<...ah well....
on a happier note, i went out last friday to watch matrix:reloaded. ^.^
that was the first time i got it in a few months! felt good...hehe...as you can
now see, i can't stand being at home too much...the movie? it was pretty good..
the effects were, of course, wonderful considering it is the matrix..unfortunately,
i couldn't quite remember the first movie so i'm slightly lost on some things..
i guess that's about it...

gomenasai...
hello, sorry, i know haven't blogged in a while.. [i feel the pain
too..>_<] well, nothing much has happened to me in that
space of time when i didn't blog..so don't worry...[but i'm so behind
on my anime searchings!! gah!!] ...now that i have gotten my computer
back, i shall of course continue on my [you could say] pointless
search..hehe...
mid-year holiday is here...today is officially the first day...yatta!! ^.^
later i shall be going off to church to help out with sumthing...at least
i'll have something to do...hmm....it seems things aren't going too well
in the class downstairs [not downstairs in my house! in my skool! baka!]
...it's pretty much a matter of a mosquito flying round your head and not
expecting you to even lift a finger to it....nah, me not making sense again,
ne? gomen...^^;;
i can't direct link to this site but it sums up my feelings of saiyuki..heheh...
saiyukifan i gtg now...
better go and change if i don't want to end up going to chuch in my pajamas..
T_T
ja! sayonara!

anime hunt re-awoken
me happy to be online....^.^ has been quite a nice day except for
oral test which i didn't take in the end [my own fault T_T teacher
was merciful]....
finaly got around to watching my 'Come to my place' cds [F4's in it
though minor roles..grrrrr ~_~] with ally...by the way, i seem to
dislike the "main" character (he's not worthy! not cute, wierd smile and
self-centered!!!] correction, yeah, i really dislike him.. =P was much gladder
when Jerry & other F4 members came into the scene..*_*
and now, to add to my cheer, i'm on an anime hunt again, no specific anime,
just searching for lovely anime mp3 downloads [hint; Love Hina, Inuyasha, ...]
so far, i have one site that has lovely mp3s [the one that started me off in the
1st place] and i think i may have hit another one.....^.^
excuse me while i go check it out now....hehehehe...